Steps

Todays treatment was the official end of my 6 rounds, 18 weeks, of chemo!

My numbers today were even worse than last week so I have to go back tomorrow for my third blood transfusion.

Wednesday is an appointment with my oncologist.

Thursday back for more labs.

Friday is a doctors appointment with the reconstructive surgeon.

To be honest I am tired.

I hate that cancer is running my life.

I have so many other things I want to be doing and focused on.

I feel like getting through chemo was a  huge milestone, until I realize how much further there still is to go.

Surgery, Heal, Radiation, Heal, Surgery, Heal, Surgery, Heal, Surgery? - plus at the same time getting chemo Herceptin treatments.

I will be in and out of surgeries for the next year, maybe longer.

I just have to keep reminding myself one step at a time.