Staying Busy

This month is filling up fast already.
In the last two weeks I have had 5 doctor appointments.
In the next couple of weeks I will have 5 more.

I did a little pampering for myself.
I had my hair dyed. 
I needed to cover up all the grey that was coming in.
I got some eye lash extensions - I love them.
I lost almost all of mine during chemo.
I am going to a luncheon for cancer survivors.
Last year I had just been diagnosed and was feeling the full effects of my first round of chemo.
Honestly I don't remember very much other than I didn't dare eat anything for fear of throwing up.
This time I imagine it will be different.
This year I am going with others survivors - friends.

Abby informs me everyday how many more days are left until we leave.
Disneyland is 8 days away!
I think I am ready.
I only hope my energy can keep up with them, just for a few days.
I really don't want to have to go back to the hotel room and rest.
I want to go on every single ride, with them!

I am getting nervous.
The surgery I had planned for October has now been bumped up.
It is 5 days after we get back from Disneyland.
I understand the reasoning behind needed a complete hysterectomy,
but I am scared for all the long term side effects.
I am not sure I am ready for this, again.
I guess I will have another excuse to take lots of naps.
I have a feeling I will be very, very tired.
(I am also having my port removed at the same time.)

I have nothing on my calendar for October, yet.
I know that will start filling up soon too.
Hopefully with less doctor appointments and with more fun activities.